The Meaning

It’s another week, another Monday, another day, another moment…to continue the search for what my life is all about…nay, our lives: the search for Meaning.

Come to think of it…some are no longer searching, but actually living the “Meaning” they’ve found. I’ve I found “Meaning”? Not that I know of…hence my search!

What’s this “Meaning”? I can’t really define, but I can state it as that ‘which we consider living and dying for’. Indeed, until one finds that entity (or non-entity) worth living and dying for, Life is nothing but a routine…and a boring routine at that!

How eternal or constant can this entity (or non-entity) be? I don’t know. But I really long for a lasting one. You know…such that you never find the joy and excitement ending; such that is never momentary but a constant; such that you wake up everyday to and sleep every night with.

Hmm…”Meaning” I have found many “Meanings” in the likes of my job, relationships, family, religion and my acute sense of rightness. But deep down is still that void…aching to be filled; aching to be consumed; aching for all the Energy that has or will ever be; aching for a Force higher than I; and indeed aching for Peace indefineable.

What a Monday morning! I long for all the energy I can assume; but in all I long for the feeling only The Absolute can ever give!

Thank you Dear Lord for this Day and Week and indeed thank you for Life…but can you please fill this void?